in the spate of blog raids that led to convictions and the uproar of scrutiny, im glad to say something:
at least im safe cause no one ever reads this shit. except myself.
theres this little phrase 成也萧何,败也萧何. it means that the same thing/person/factor can be your success, or your failure at the same time. i dont know if it makes any sense in this case. but here goes. these days those new friendships forged in this foreign land of a meridian jc, the very ones that I treasure. Have started to rot. rot from the inside out. It shows little warning, goes on unnoticed unless u do some soul-searching.
why would this happen. Answers, I do not have, and not certain on its arrival. Maybe a short term solution to prevent the sublimation of my sanity? Or just my own fault that a supposed lifetime allegiance gone wasted?
I think im getting demented.
an ol' NCC/SAF song I suddenly recalled. Though there are a few characters that unwelcome me in the unit (and eventually screwed up and went to certain jcs that are in tampines and serangoon), I still reminisce the times i was in VS NCC (land). somehow the 3rd verse hits me real hard.
Training to be soldiers To fight for our lives Once in our life Two years of our time
Have you ever wondered? Why we must serve? Cause we love our land And we want it to be free, to be free (hya~!)
Looking all around us Couples everywhere Couples having fun While we're holding guns.
Have you ever wondered? Why we must serve? Cause we love our land And we want it to be free, to be free
Training in the jungle Spiders everywhere Spiders having fun While we're holding guns
Have you ever wondered? Why we must serve? Cause we love our land And we want it to be free, to be free (HYA~!)
Naheuy
Hana Fishy <3
Samick Guitar
Victorian
[Nil Sine Labore]
Meridian [Mugger]
HANA THE HERMIT
Wants
Class 3 Licence
Honda Jazz/Fit
Maybe a Nissan GTR =x
Or a EvoX will do too =p
Sony Bravia HDTV
Xbox 360
To pick up guitar skills again
To build up a noob investment portfolio
Double degree!
