He's trying to get away Let the pain of yesterday Go slipping through the cracks Hiding himself away Watching all the memories fade away From red to black
Slipping through the cracks Slipping through the crack sSlipping through the cracks
once again. at the request of someone, i shall blog.
just bought fort minor's The Rising Tied. good buy. with 16 tracks (15 actually. track #1's introduction) of power rock rhyming (what i like to call hip hop + rock)
for once i believe in horoscopes. it says "friends can be good support this week" thank you peeps. and for once, i have found out the value of money. as well as "the life of a lifeguard". look out for part 2.
the lifeguard: the fella who looks after your ass while you swim and make sure you go in and come out by yourself,-cum-weatherman-cum-first-aid-man-cum-laundry-man-cum-cleaner
today, as i sit at the sheltered carpark near palawan beach, it was drizzling. coincedentally i was listening to "november rain" by guns & roses when i thought about things. yea as i said. it set me thinking. once again, about relationships.
lets just say those 4 odd hours away from any form of human contact were very much put into good use for me to enlighten myself. i have found myself searching for that one relationship, one that would last me for as long as i can go, for too long. i have found myself totally losing confidence in any form of relationship. so even though on the surface i seem "despo" as phrased by many, heck knows how "daring" i am to ask of anyone for a relationship.
unless you are not afraid of being hurt. come forward.
let us all sit back as my happiness gets pulverised. yes. depression surge here we go again. maybe thats what my new shades are for. to block out the light of love. and make it not hurt me so much.
changed to the original skin. i want to fit in dudes. and the 4th dimension beings must be kidding me. every single girl i take notice of are attached. and not as if they change boyfriends like they change shoes. the people around me are of superior character, and will not take part in the big hoo-ha about "tasting different dishes"
neither will i. one of my principle is, if no one will do it, i will. now. if no one loves me, i will love myself. good enough.
and i just found out chee cheong fun is inauspicious for lifeguards.
just came back from OGL camp. learnt that in whatever you do. you must give in 111.1% of effort. also it pays to have good Game partners.
recently my mood's been generally lifted. goodness. education does ruin people.at least. in this little red dot. work's fun btw. though it does take more than a hot bod to sit there and get paid watching people swim.
it has come to my attention that certain individuals who prefer to cower in the anominity of cyberspace have decided to tarnish the reputation of both my blog, as well as myself. i must say that such childish behavior would not be tolerated by myself, as well as this society. if you would like to voice out your opinions, be it good or bad. please dont hide yourself. now, its ME who would want to meet you, so that we can better discuss about whatever you do not feel pleased about me, be it my body odour, bad taste for girls, what comes you.
then again, i never liked behaving in any certain ways to please people. sure, the law of the jungle is to not go piss the whole world off. but that aint mean ure the puppet of the people.
at the request of some moon jellyfish, i have reminded myself to blog. admist so many days of work and work and work. life has been so interesting that i didnt blog. yay.
first up. WCG. they booked the ENTIRE downtown east resort. which includes ALL the chalets and the swimming pool. which also means comp noobs like you and i would not be able to go into e chalet area. but not me la. since im working there -.-
OGL. game ICs sound like fun. although my MMM partner who's name starts with B and ends with RENDA, decided somehow to be uncontactable to me.( i didnt say your name out ar. please dont sue me >.<)
and yes you dumb minions im free of PW now. rawr. and no i dont have a girlfriend. i still have my dog.
first of all. earning money is fucking hard. one whole day out on the pool deck for 50 bucks. but then again. apart from the mental fatigue. its still a good job. u get paid for watching people swim. what more can u ask for. xD but still, their safety would be your responsibility. one thing to make clear dudes and babes: when a lifeguard comes and kbkb about you doing something. do NOT give attitude to him. if it were me ill just kick you out of the pool.please. we are all tryin to ensure everyone's safety. so listen to the lifeguard yea. and no, just because you're wearin a fila sports bra into the pool doesnt mean ill be looking at you more. well maybe just a lil. =P
i dont know. this job somehow gave me much more confidence than before. my first attempt at "customer service". what i get back, is not onli 50 bucks per shift, but also, maybe, some respect. 2nd thing here.
also nowadays i tend to get those depression spells more often. perhaps. being perpetually single is fun too. i must try to embrace my future.
Naheuy
Hana Fishy <3
Samick Guitar
Victorian
[Nil Sine Labore]
Meridian [Mugger]
HANA THE HERMIT
Wants
Class 3 Licence
Honda Jazz/Fit
Maybe a Nissan GTR =x
Or a EvoX will do too =p
Sony Bravia HDTV
Xbox 360
To pick up guitar skills again
To build up a noob investment portfolio
Double degree!
