as what the flying dutchman says, its raining ducks and cats now. not that it gets any worse, a stupid van squished my BK coke. this happened when i slipped on a piece of cardboard and my coke slid onto the road, only to be run over by a nissan van zzz.
at last marc "HL" chng bought his kerry king sig flying V at last, only to find that he has a faulty FREE guitar cable -__-
what i have learnt today is that sacrificing myself for the ones i love is dumb, and will only stir up negative reactions from your loved ones. compromise, for your loved ones would not want to see you suffer for them unnecessarily.
and, bring a big giordano/golf umbrella so that you dont have to survive on a C.W. umbrella that is so pathetically small, that you have to stand in the rain so that your partner can have complete shelter. this will bring about the previous paragraph.
meanwhile back to my personal life. maple work maple work work work date. repeat. and not to mention chores, and the occasional xbox/ps2 game.
i heard commandos will include a 8 weeks initial confinement period, after bmt. wtf?! 8 weeks of no civilisation. wow. jungle man.
*[edit] the last paragraph prompted me to do some little research. and that triggered a part of my old dark memories. remember all the mei kor jie and di (otherwise known as self-proclaimed godsiblings) we had when we were little kids in secondary school? i clearly remembered my "arsenal" of godsisters. not something to be proud of. for me, and im sure for more than 99% of the guys with such "connections", it reflects the lack of confidence in finding an actual soul mate. another common reason is by using these "connections" as an excuse to get close to girls of which they have no chance of knowing. then they strike and attempt to woo the girls, even if they are attached. why do i seem i know so much? i have every reason to, after all, i have first hand victim experience to such advances.
note that i did not use any defamatory , but rather descriptive, words. i do not have a definite stand on these kind of people, but all i can say is, they need help.
sorry, needed to get that out of my head. and i realise my blog posts are getting more 1st person. this is what A levels do to you.
I see you walking home alone Your face is alive and bright But you can't see how weak you really are cos i could end it tonight It's the feeling you get when you think that someone behind is watching you Well i can tell you now that someone is me and i'm about to make it right ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ Why do you take it all why do i beg for more I never thought that this is how i'd hit the floor Why do you take it all Why do i beg for more I never thought that this is how I'd hit the floor ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ I creep up from behind touch your neck move down your spine you take a look and breathe so sharp just a matter of time Don't scream i ask of you but then you lt one out so now its time to go I come down on yo like a ton of bricks all over so it's time to go ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ Why do you take it all why do i beg for more I never thought that this is how i'd hit the floor Why do you take it all Why do i beg for more I never thought that this is how I'd hit the floor ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
I took a walk around the world to Ease my troubled mind I left my body laying somewhere In the sands of time I watched the world float to the dark Side of the moon I feel there is nothing I can do, yeah
I watched the world float to the Dark side of the moon After all I knew it had to be something To do with you I really don't mind what happens now and then As long as you'll be my friend at the end
If I go crazy then will you still Call me Superman If I'm alive and well, will you be There holding my hand I'll keep you by my side with My superhuman might Kryptonite
You called me strong, you called me weak But your secrets I will keep You took for granted all the times I Never let you down You stumbled in and bumped your head, if Not for me then you would be dead I picked you up and put you back On solid ground
If I go crazy then will you still Call me Superman If I'm alive and well will you be There holding my hand I'll keep you by my side with my Superhuman might Kryptonite
remember the last time we got so stressed when our parents compared us to other kids, either to make us feel inferior, or to make them feel superior? now theres another thing that bugs us. will we ever pick up the screwed up parts that make up our parents, along with their good qualities? as what they say, stupid people learn from their own mistakes, smart people learn from others' mistakes.
"will i control my kid so tight, that she'll be living under house arrest for the first 20 years of her life?"
"will i let my kid go out whenever she likes, make any number of boyfriends? but what if she gets pregnant, or takes crack and smokes weed?"
*extreme "what if she gets Bs for this semester test? if she does, i got to find her an additional tuition teacher, plus use my vouchers to buy extra assessment books for O level"
"shes late for dinner. i think shes having a boyfriend. this will not do."
"he's awake at 12am. i'd better call the shrink about it"
im sure these are just some familiar lines to most, either heard or thought or personally experienced.
seriously man, i do not understand, why some mothers are so lax on their kids to the point of delinquency, some (fortunately) like mine, are moderate about their parenting, while some are really extreme (im not refering to anyone in particular =] ) to the point that going out of the house without parents is a rarity, and dating is a sin, and coming home after 10 tantamount to a rebellion.
any ideas on how to convince a stuck-up mum to learn to be confident of, and be (deservingly) more lax on her kid? IM me about it. thanks ah. some first time to request such stuff. ( no tagboard still, i will not allow a channel for people to distract me from my aim, that is my own PARADISE with my girl. xD)
Naheuy
Hana Fishy <3
Samick Guitar
Victorian
[Nil Sine Labore]
Meridian [Mugger]
HANA THE HERMIT
Wants
Class 3 Licence
Honda Jazz/Fit
Maybe a Nissan GTR =x
Or a EvoX will do too =p
Sony Bravia HDTV
Xbox 360
To pick up guitar skills again
To build up a noob investment portfolio
Double degree!
