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Wednesday, December 28, 2005

life's as empty as my blog nowadays.


"orientation admin day" today. while the other sec4s were snuck under their blankets scratching their own groins in their sleep. those posted to mjc had to come even before school started. for the adminstrative stuff. what i went through on first day of school. 5 hours of talks talks and more talks. now its another 5. heck. at least i get my 20 REACH hours.

oh yea. CIP's now REACH now. thanks to a certain class. shall no reveal who for both good and bad reasons. xD

oh well. new year eve and day working. how interesting. at least i get like, 30cents more per hour. 30 cents is a lot of money.

im dead for homework. too much learning of things that cant be learnt in school. like what colin cheong quoted today. "a man's knowledge can never exceed that of his experience" from some fella i forgot. yea. so please people. consider whether a jc or polytechnic education suits you more. for i can safely tell u. polytechnics provide a whole more hollistic POV to learning. and not just books.

working as what i am now, let me learn a lot. from self-confidence, to humility, patience, discipline, as well as authority, and reserving my right for it. and of course customer service ^^

btw. SMU looks interesting. management also sounds like my cup of tea. and tastes like music to me.

have i chosen the correct path?

`why do we know what we know?
`how do we know what we know?
`why do we know what we know?


Grrrr...10:07 PM
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Friday, December 23, 2005

to love, or not to love. that is the question.

fuck it.


im really what my blog reflects: impatient. impatient guys are never good partners. so stay away from me.

looks like evil has got the better of me. or has it.


Grrrr...3:33 PM
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Thursday, December 22, 2005

Im Sorry. I cant be. Perfect.


Grrrr...11:57 PM
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Tuesday, December 20, 2005

ow. just 2 more weeks. and i see chai hock's face again. and the rest of the teachers. and S221. there goes my full-time part-time job. now its weekends only.

ever spent a chrismas working e ENTIRE DAY? try me.

hmmm. on the contary. all the good girls/"model girlfriends" are falling out of love. and im still out of it. price of love going up faster than the price of oil now. some government conspiracy again.

oh no. dont come and get me for that , ai es dee.

Straits times reported about durai today. money sucking @(*$&)@#% and i thought chia teck leng (or the sorts) was like, god-like already when he conned 169million. now my donations were like, used for air tickets. and golden taps. and cashcard top-ups.

please people. dun lie. stand up.


Grrrr...5:38 PM
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Saturday, December 17, 2005

many thanks to simone for my new skin. girls are so much better at picking skins than me <_<

Six feet deep is the incision
In my heart, that barless prison
Discolours all with tunnel vision
Sunsetter
Nymphetamine
Sick and weak from my condition
This lust, a vampyric addiction
To her alone in full submission
None better
Nymphetamine

Nymphetamine, nymphetamine
Nymphetamine girl
Nymphetamine, nymphetamine
My nymphetamine girl


Grrrr...9:23 PM
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Thursday, December 15, 2005

you know when someone's a lifeguard when he:

1. carry whistles wherever they go.
2. have tans that end at their limbs
3. likes wearing shades for no apparent reason
4. suddenly say someone's in danger, when sometimes that fella has no remote chance of getting into any.
5.any others?


Grrrr...12:32 AM
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Monday, December 12, 2005

back from genting. frigging cold there. you cant go to bed without dressing like some arabic woman. if not the darn cloud patch that floats into your room will freeze the fuck out of you.
the theme park is fun. lots of rides. 10000000000000000 times better than escape. and the safety devices are so good that you wont fall off.

3 days away from my social circle, i wonder anyone has missed me. good. at least you all have very high accuracy. never miss.

now to add on to my love woes, i have 100+ maths question, 13 chem and who-knows-how-many physics to complete in my remaining days. helphelp.


Grrrr...6:39 PM
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Monday, December 05, 2005

The selfish, they're all standing in line
Faithing and hoping to buy themselves time
Me, I figure as each breath goes by
I only own my mind

The North is to South what the clock is to time
There's east and there's west and there's everywhere life
I know I was born and I know that I'll die
The in between is mine
I am mine

And the feeling, it gets left behind
All the innocence lost at one time
Significant, behind the eyes
There's no need to hide
We're safe tonight

The ocean is full 'cause everyone's crying
The full moon is looking for friends at hightide
The sorrow grows bigger when the sorrow's denied
I only know my mind
I am mine

And the meaning, it gets left behind
All the innocents lost at one time
Significant, behind the eyes
There's no need to hide
We're safe tonight

And the feelings that get left behind
All the innocents broken with lies
Significance, between the lines
(We may need to hide)

And the meanings that get left behind
All the innocents lost at one time
We're all different behind the eyes
There's no need to hide


Grrrr...11:30 PM
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my win rate gets lower as i speak. another battle, i have lost.

still no takers to that previous post's question?

oh well. either i have too much confidence in myself at things, or she has none.

lets go to sleep.


Grrrr...1:12 AM
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Sunday, December 04, 2005

shit. lost my whistle today. white fox40 whistle. $8.50
shall go buy one before my duty tomorrow.
meanwhile. looks like manymany girls nowadays lack confidence in a relationship. why? explain your answer. [13]


Grrrr...10:23 PM
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Friday, December 02, 2005

"...and most important: he must be a christian. thats one of the deciding factors..."

getting more and more absurd. the reasons to reject me. first the father. now the religion.

but it aint my first encounter. some years ago, the same thing happened. now is all but a deja vu. for since ive began ive never wanted to make religion an issue in my relationship(s) [note the (s)] but somehow. girls always want it to be in the spotlight.

why the big fuck? so that ull end up in the same heaven when u bloody shoot yourself? (but then again. shooting yourself will only end you up in hell.) for muslims, i understand religious constraints requires one's non-muslim spouse to convert to muslim. but so far me, a buddhist, has never heard of any rule or commandment or whatever that makes converting upon matrimony an obligation that must be fulfilled.

its like. ok im buddhist, you're christian. and we're bout to get hitched. its not very nice a signal to send if we held either a christian or buddhist ceremony. why not. a chinese ceremony? (im assuming both parties are chinese. then again. many cross-racial marriages just end up including chinese ceremonies.)

so yea. my point of view about religion. i detest people who judge others and accept others based mainly/solely on religion. the God/Buddha/any-other-omnipotent-being doesnt make the man, you know.


Grrrr...11:28 PM
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Thursday, December 01, 2005

Friendster Horoscope for December 1, 2005

Aries (Mar 21 - Apr 19)
The Bottom Line
It's a crucial day to take action toward a goal. The opportunity will be gone soon.


how true. indeed i have been defeated once more in the conquest of love. fighting a war that one could never win.

Slip out the back before they know you were there
And at the worst you'll see nobody cares
Cos you dont wana be around when it all goes down
Even heroes know when to be scared

give up. please. do give up.

my mind weeps with no signs.
my eyes long-ago dry.

a seemingly bright future of a relationship.
gone with the wind. woosh.

and to think i was already starting to like you.


Grrrr...6:38 PM
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