One time in life is all I need, to satisfy my senses Delusions of reality, are tearing your defenses
I never try to catch the rainbow, But in the end I have a dream...
All of the damned will be wearing the crown It's hard to believe as your world's going down You won't understand why They served you so well You won't understand Why the hopeless are marching through hell
So all you see around you now Is falling down defenseless A free life is our only need, for life is only rented I see a face in my mirror on the wall,And I don't know what it can be I see a face inside the rainbowAt the end of the dream, The face in the rainbow is me
All of the damned will be wearing the crown It's hard to believe as your world's turns around No, you won't understand why They served you so well It's hard to believe,Why the hopeless are marching through hell
I never though I'd catch the rainbow, But in the end it's still a dream... I see a face in the mirror At the end of the dream, The face in the mirror is me
'Cause all of the damned Will be wearing the crown It's hard to foresee As the world turns around No, you won't understand why They served you so well It's hard to believe, While the hopeless are marching through hell
our very own blue angels in the hectare field has suffered a very crippling blow today. to some fellow "holy" beings. 3-2
down you go, arsenal mwhahahahaha.
t minus 72 hours. like wow. only 2 headcount so far.
anyway. its like, a total disaster for block tests. OD so far. left with physics. no hope of anymore than a D though ODD. sounds good haha. reflects me.
darn it i broke my 2nd string. zzzzzzzz i need to learn how to tune properly.
oh yeah got to wilfred aka eye-opening-can-be-defined-as-Y=mX+C's blog. talked about the VIP and their perpetual air-headedness. here goes. instructions were given the previous day of their visit that we are to avoid them at all costs, and that for the chemistry paper i was supposed to die once again for the next day, if they were in the immediate vicinity of the hall where the paper was held, we were to be held back until they left. supposed that they wanted to visit our very own NGO perkafe!.
that brought me to another story. there was this guy. who, unfortunately was suffering from a terminal diesease that even is undisclosed to myself.
(then again, to leave this stupid world so soon is all but a blessing, come to think of it)
ok back to the poor fellow. according to reliable sources, hes trying to get "as many girlfriends" as he can, so that he can go in peace. fuck you. if it were me, ill make sure no one sees me go. not say get a girlfriend man. for when one dies, one breaks the hearts of those around one. so when one has no one around, lesser hearts broken. ever thought how the girl would feel when she knows you're going to kick the bucket? think about it man. on a side note, think about all those who want love and cant find it. and you're there wasting so much of it. "half the world's starving and half the world's dieting" huh. screw you asshole.
[x] the dude is officially depressed.
on a side OF THE POST, i read on today's papers that young dudes and babes like us are humping each other too early. whats the number. 15.5 years old on national average? wow many bad boys will go to jail!
as what my humanities teacher back in ol' school told the class once "rules are set for a reason. a rationale. dont trip the rationale, and you can justify your breaking the rules" (anyway he started out as a example of eating in class. dont litter, and dont disturb the class process, and you can go ahead.)
as what i said, its all about the maturity of the mindless people the men-in-white dominate over. the "no humping below 16" rule is all about preventing kids from MAKING other kids, and to prevent big men who want to make those kids out of kids.
the key here, ladies and gentlemen and whoever else, is accountability and responsibility, both to yourself and the fellow thats humping you/getting humped by you. durex's a good choice btw. =DD humpin' a pretty sacred thing to me anyway. not that you idiots want to hear of it. no humping based on my own wishes, and that WE got to be confident of the relationship.
sadly, none would apply, for no-one to be confident with.
therefore, continue on your humping adventures, but remember and REMEMBER. account and be responsible to yourself, and your partner. or else you will go to jail.
just came back from charles' outdoor gig @ outdoor theatre, esplanade. got to say dude, hes one good musician. indie rock. first time hearing of this genre. folk + rock? heres a wiki-explanation INDIE ROCK yea. local music sure has heroes. even if they are unsung. for now. have i told you i heard ronin even before they started their album release? it was at some victorian's day back in '04. some gig from some "unknown rock band" with an albino.
watch out for Charles Lim Yu. and his band. "The Lull" i believe them to be. think michael buble and james blunt combined. ok thats a bad mixture but yea. rising talent.
but well. as i listen to his soulful songs, i reflected on myself. and the pathetic life I perceive to be. do i know what i want? more-over do I know what THEY want, be it of me, or not. shall not elaborate. lest THEY dont want it.
was reading a wiki entry 'bout KURT COBAIN, the late front-man of NIRVANA. he had this song. "RAPE ME". lyrics as follows.
forget it. looks like my plan is working. singlehood! MWAHAHAHAHAHA. -------------------------- study khakis anyone? msg me somehow man/woman/whatever. i have fortunately found my way again.ever since i lost it last year. 221, you will not be disappointed again. except for this block test. bzzz.
a few things ive learnt in a short time yesterday.
1. guys, in groups, do not have any self respect. their balls are for others to see, not to respect. 2. to teach others, you have to teach yourself first. 3. Chlorine poisoning is a nice way to die 4. im so. going to suffer later for my senior resusitation test.
today i hear some new definition to girls. a solenoid! for a solenoid has very close relations to lenz law:
lenz law states that: The emf induced in an electric circuit always acts in such a direction that the current it drives around the circuit opposes the change in magnetic flux which produces the emf.
the more i get closer to you, the more you push me away. the more i move away form you, you always seem to yearn.
for no reason i shall try to get more hits on my blog. how, shhhh.
and i originally wanted to post yet again on my perpetual singlehood. lets try something else.
yesterday night, the govt enforcers were put to a task. of controlling him. 1 table, 1 cupboard, 1 plate of carrot cake and a whole lot of books later, i was left with no return. wanbade wanbade wanbade (please correct me for if i am again wrong)
"use your fucking brain! what if they see my punching your mother?" good. you have the right to remain silent.
"who put the knife there? what if they see the knife?" good again. i think you put it there yourself asshole. keep remaining silent.
"using computers = playing games = totally bad for studies" yea yea. you're bad for my studies too.
"if i had studied hard, i could have become a lawyer. im very good at debating" why are you debating with me here instead of the courtroom? useless bum. always using grandaunt as an excuse.
a whole lot more that i wasnt paying attention to. after standing outside the door for fear of him using his "very powerful karate skills" on me, for more than an hour, what can u expect to absorb. this is dictatorship in its finest. violence rules.
fuck you. this is 2 words in return of that "one sentence". i succumb to you for your dough. for i am still hitting papers. you gave me no love. just dough. perhaps love language conflicts. but yeah no one speaks YOUR language of violence. you against your world.
I miss somebody right now. I dont watch TV these days. I own lots of books. I wear glasses or contact lenses. I love to play video games. I've tried marijuana.(it's heaven on earth!) I have been in a threesome. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. I believe honesty is usually the best policy. I curse sometimes. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. I carry my knife/razor evrywhere with me. I'm TOTALLY smart. I've broken someone's bones. I'm paranoid at sometimes. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. I need money right now. I love sushi. I talk really,really fast. I have long hair. I have lost money in Las Vegas. I have at least one sibling. I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D. I like the way i look. I am usually pessimistic. I have a lot of mood swings. I have a hidden talent. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have. I have a lot of friends. I am currently single! I have pecked someone of the same sex. I enjoy talking on the phone. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants. I love to shop. Enjoy window shopping. I would rather shop then eat. I don't hate anyone. I dislike them. I'm a pretty good dancer. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother. I have a cell phone. I believe in God(click). I watch MTV on a daily basis. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months. I've rejected someone before. I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life. I want to have children in the future. I have changed a diaper before. I've called the cops on a friend before. I'm not allergic to anything. I have a lot to learn. I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger I am shy around the opposite sex. I have tried alcohol before. I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past. I own the "South Park" movie. I would die for my best friends. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza. I have used my sexuality to advance my career. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it. I have dated a close friends's ex. I am happy at this moment!! I'm obsessed with guys. Democrat. I am punk rockish. (black metal!!!) I am preppy. I study for tests most of the time. I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met. I can work on a car. I love my job. I am comfortable with who I am right now. I have more than just my ears pierced. I walk barefoot wherever i can. I have jumped off a bridge. I love sea turtles. I spend ridiculous money on makeup. Plan on achieving a major goal/dream. I'm proficient in a musical instrument. I worked at McDonald's restaurant. (Yucks!!) I hate office jobs. I love sci-fi movies. I think water rules. I went college out of state. I like sausage. I love kisses. I fall for the worst people. I adore bright colours. I can't live without black eyeliner. I don't know why the hell i just did this stupid thing. I usually like covers better than originals. I can pick up things with my toes. I can't whistle. I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither. I have ridden/owned a horse. I still have every journal I've ever written in. I can't stick to a diet. I talk in my sleep. I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions. Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time. I have jazz in my blood. I wear a toe ring. I have a tattoo. I can't stand at LEAST one person that i work with. I am a caffeine junkie. I cosplay or know what cosplaying is. I have been to over 15 conventions. I will collect anything, and the more nonsesical, the better. I'm an artist. I only clean my room when necessary. I like a person of the same sex I love being happy I am an adrenaline junkie
a few things happened between my previous post and my post now.
1. i fell asleep 2. i woke up again. 3. i healed 4. only to get stabbed again. 5. i found out im getting hard of hearing ala vendetta-you-noe-who 6. my phone got busted, so i got a new one, SGH-D500C with my own fuluz. 7. i found out that everyone got a new phone. well. manymany people. 8. im failing tests like shit. which is not what im capable of usually. 9. today: some bloody swelling on my jaw made me go all the way to SGH to exploit the govt on student health care. now i cant eat anything hard. zzzzzzz.
Naheuy
Hana Fishy <3
Samick Guitar
Victorian
[Nil Sine Labore]
Meridian [Mugger]
HANA THE HERMIT
Wants
Class 3 Licence
Honda Jazz/Fit
Maybe a Nissan GTR =x
Or a EvoX will do too =p
Sony Bravia HDTV
Xbox 360
To pick up guitar skills again
To build up a noob investment portfolio
Double degree!
