Reverend, reverend, Is this a conspiracy? Crucified for no sins No revenge... beneath me. Lost within my plans for life, It all seems so unreal. Im a man cut in half in this world, Left in my misery.
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The reverend he turned to me Without a tear in his eyes. Its nothing new for him to see, I didnt ask him why. I will remember... The love our souls had sworn to make. Now I watch the falling rain All my mind can see now is your (face).
Well I guess You took my youth And gave it all away. Like the birth of a new found joy, This love would end in rage... And when she died I couldnt cry, The pride within my soul. You left me incomplete All alone as the memories now unfold.
Believe the word. I will unlock my door... And pass the cemetery gates.
Sometimes when Im alone, I wonder aloud, If youre watching over me Some place far abound. I must reverse my life I cant live in the past. Then set my soul free, Belong to me at last.
Through all those complex years I thought I was alone. I didnt care to look around And make this world my own... And when she died I shouldve cried and spared myself some pain. You left me incomplete, All alone as the memories still remain.
The way we were, The chance to save my soul... And my concern is now in vain. Believe the word, I will unlock my door... And pass the cemetery... gates
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The way we were, The chance to save my soul... And my concern is now in vain. Believe the word, I will unlock my door... And pass the cemetery...
still abit high on the adrenaline, so i cant think of any funky titles. its getting fuckin late anyway.
why am i still up so late into the night, especially on a sunday?later i kena pundeh sia. and kena a few extras for being late. im not instructor, trainee nia. xD
ok so i went for the dragonforce [inhuman rampage world tour] concert @ d'marquee which is @ downtown east. the turnout was quite good, and is quite mat-dominated, although i did see some rocker dudes and chicks. and of course the mungen rockers.
their live was very explosive on the contary to what most people say, being all screwed up. well all i could say that they should tune the guitar volume up and the bass drums down. when i first heard the sound check on the drums i somehow guessed the guitars were gonna be drowned. truely they were to quite abit of extent. still, its a really good show and worth all my 57 bucks watching the "world's fastest guitar player" and his band. and of course zp theart [vocalist] didnt let the crowd down with his shock-&-awe vocals. will upload some pics when i get them from my bud.
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2nd part of the post:
here is a BIG public apology to my dear meibao, my darling girlfriend for a year, 20 days and about 4 hours. for the past month or two ive been treating her really badly. as in. really bad. been taking her for granted, even though i just said not too long ago to not take anybody for granted. just when she needs me the most now, instead of being with her, i wanted her to "grow up" and "give in to me at times". what i can say now is, let's move this all to after your A levels. i'll give you all the support you need till the end. worry not and give me your stress and troubles. xoxo =]
ps. please remember to bring your camera on wednesday ok? prolly you will look super beautiful that day.
Tooku de kikoeru koe wo hitori Hitori mata hitori tachi agaru toushi Kurikaesu dake no fudan doori Kutsugaesu junbi iza ARE YOU READY?
Karadajuu furuwasu shinzou ni Hageshiku uchinarase yo STOMPING Taezu tsukiugokasu CALL ME Kawarazu yuruganu kikan STORY
COME ON EVERYBODY STAND UP Agero kyou ichiban no jikan da Menimo tomaranu SPEED HUNTER Daremo ga minna toriko COME BACK YEAH
COME ON EVERYBODY HANDS UP Mata ashita no HERO'S COME BACK Zujou kazoe yubiori COUNTDOWN Ikuze, 3-2-1 MAKE SOME NOISE
HEY YO WOAH tasho no risuku wa kakugo desho Nankai korondatte tatsu keredo Nareai tagai na kamihitoe no sesshou Irikunda kanjo kizuki ageta kesshou
Wakiagaru kansei ga yuuki to naru Tachiagareba ima ijo kurushimi tomonau Soredemo saigo wa kitto warau Subete sarau shori no kansei
EVERYBODY STAND UP Ageru kyou ichiban no jikan da Menimo tomaranu SPEED HUNTER Daremo ga minna toriko COME BACK YEAH
COME ON EVERYBODY HANDS UP Mata ashita no HERO'S COME BACK Zujou kazoe yubiori COUNTDOWN Ikuze, 3-2-1 MAKE SOME NOISE
--Translation
I hear someone's voice from far away One after another, the warriors get pumped up On a street that only comes back When will you be ready to go, ARE YOU READY?
The wind blows from my heart throughout my body Violent energy rings STOMPING Resist it, raise the moon, CALL ME Forget trying to change too much STORY
Come on, everybody stand up Stand up, the best time is today! Move with blinding SPEED Don't show everyone down YEAH!
Come on, everybody hands up Our HEROS will COME BACK tomorrow COUNT DOWN the average days Let's go, 3-2-1 make some noise
HEY YO, you ready to stick to this place? You gotta get back up no matter how many times you fall! Why does it feel like a testament from God to the people when you stroke me? You've noticed those feelings that are inside of you, haven't you?
The cheers that rise up and give your courage You'll suffer now as you stand back up But I am sure you can make it to the top! Push it all away, and feel the thrill of victory!
Come on, everybody stand up Stand up, the best time is today! Move with blinding SPEED Don't show everyone down YEAH!
Come on, everybody hands up Our HEROS will COME BACK tomorrow COUNT DOWN the average days Let's go, 3-2-1 make some noise
well bad stuff happened today. first some fucker wanted to sabo me by getting my buddy to boycott me for the practical test, then i injured my back while carryin the gun carriage. luckily i didnt get slip disc. still can do crunches when i reach home, so should be fine. but its feelin fucking sore now.
well shall not elaborate so much until its confirmed. as what sl likes to say, "benefit of the doubt" although its very obvious.
my shadow's the only one that walks beside me. im such a bad bf.
well the day passed pretty much in a screwed up fashion today.
first up i kind of offended an instructor of mine by pointing out a mistaked judgement which would have resulted in me getting marks deducted for the inspection test for the RCL gun (pardon me, cant reveal details~). well he was certain his judgement was correct until some other guys who shared my thoughts came to ask too. then he looked at that certain assembly for a while, asked another instructor, who confirmed his mistake. HAHA. ok so marks for weapon, no marks for superior-subordinate relationships.
2nd one was when some instructor said i was hao-lian and behaving like someone else in class. bleah. i was just helping cause people asked~~ alright i was abit too over-opinioned today. my bad.
well after 1 full day of weekend guard (not extra ok! duty~), i'd hoped to be able to come home and wish mum happy mother's day. but alas, my stupid sister decided to let her stupid foul mouth loose and made mum upset. very upset. now i will remind myself to let my sis 自生自灭. if she doesnt appreciate the love my mum is giving her, let alone mine, i will not give her any. rules of satanism: love is only given to those who deserve it, and not to ingrates.
anw to end this post on a light note, heres some lyrics from some don&drew song i heard for quite a few times yesterday.
mummy mummy mummy mummy mummy, so long ago i came out of your tummy. imagine if i'd popped out of your bummy, oh mummy mummy mummy mummy mummy. i love you!
theres only 2 people who loves you more than your girlfriend(s), boyfriend(s) or your smoking partner, or ons partner, or whatever. out of these 2 people, im certain to say that the person who loves you the most, is mum. make sure you appreciate her, especially today. then again, do it everyday.
honesltly, i havent had an idea how to start this post. simply put, what i've done.
i've never been appreciated ever since i could remember. the monster, as i was called before. well probably the person who appreciated me the most, is myself.
is life all about pleasing others at the expense of yourself? i cant say that about entertainment, cause most of them are pleasing themselves at the same time with the kaching!.. but really, as much as i want to give it all for that someone, will it backfire? i cant tell, as of now. i can only give in my best, and to give my life some meaning, by giving meaning to others'. ~~~ And I'd give up forever to touch you, Cause I know that you feel me somehow. You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be, And I don't want to go home right now.
And all I can taste is this moment, And all I can breathe is your life, And sooner or later it's over, I just don't want to miss you tonight.
And I don't want the world to see me, Cause I don't think that they'd understand. When everything's meant to be broken, I just want you to know who I am.
And you cant fight the tears that ain't coming, Or the moment of the truth in your lies. When everything feels like the movies, Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive.
And I don't want the world to see me, 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand. When everything's meant to be broken, I just want you to know who I am.
And I don't want the world to see me, Cause I don't think that they'd understand. When everything's meant to be broken, I just want you to know who I am.
And I don't want the world to see me, Cause I dont think that they'd understand. When everything's meant to be broken, I just want you to know who I am. I just want you to know who I am. I just want you to know who I am. I just want you to know who I am.
like finally, after the hard-disks-containing-next-album-songs-put-onto-strong-magnets incident, LP launches their new album "minutes to midnight". the new MTV of the promo single "what i've done" is pretty invoking of the contradiction of what it means to be human on this world. well i dont do philosophy duh, but a part of the world is emaciating while the rest are achieving their hourglass figures, 6-packs and whatnot. not that i want to die of obesity, nor do i want to die of hunger. it is the saddest thing that can ever happen to someone living in a world where people eat without thanking the people who brought the food to them (not god, for goodness sake), and remembering that theres people out there, due to unfair fuckers, die because they have no food to eat.
my point is, do whatever lavish things you like, and indulge in whatever pleasure you want. but, cherish every bit of it, cause out there are people who want it but cant.
what can we do about it? as little commoners, nothing. a splash of cold water in your face there. just like in a big organisation, as long as the boss likes to indulge in certain acts or whatever else alot, no matter the objections, nothing will change. bureaucracy? so be it then.
You have been offered Science in academic year 2009 - 2010. The details of the offer will be stated in the offer letter. Your letter of offer was sent on 04-May-2007. Please reply at the Joint Acceptance website by 04-Jun-2007.
both yay and boo yea. will update about the offer letter later when i get it.
and fuck the uob server la. yesterday my atm card got eaten up in the middle of a transaction cause' the atm blacked out, then today i wanted to make a new card as instructed by the customer service officer, but was told the server was down through out singapore. fuck.
Naheuy
Hana Fishy <3
Samick Guitar
Victorian
[Nil Sine Labore]
Meridian [Mugger]
HANA THE HERMIT
Wants
Class 3 Licence
Honda Jazz/Fit
Maybe a Nissan GTR =x
Or a EvoX will do too =p
Sony Bravia HDTV
Xbox 360
To pick up guitar skills again
To build up a noob investment portfolio
Double degree!
