as many charities and actions for "worthy" causes surface out macham lost tutorials and lecture notes, its time to realise a certain fact.
amid various campaigns involving lighting candles and superheros made out of ring powers and global through the night concerts, we seem to have forgotten all about ourselves. citing the recent case where that middle-aged dude got squished by a 210 tonnes ( minus all the passengers. i researched =]) train. what i can say is, i cannot believe there are actually people so damn impoverished of nutrition, especially vitamin M. to the point where 3 packets of chicken rice can be a luxury meal. this is despite many efforts to combat "global poverty". coming from a (not very highly) developed nation, i dont think its working~~ *hums
as i type on about this post the family, lucky for them, are reeling in ALOT of condolence money, which they well deserve. now they do not have to worry about expenses. given a simple(yet comfortable) lifestyle, 10 years down the road should not be a problem to them. satanism does not encourage philantrophy, because the love that this family is supposed to get, is god damn missing. and some who get that same love, do not deserve it.
as i see from my (non-existent) social circle, i see 18 year old dudes and girls grumbling about their lovers not spending enough money on them, complaining about pocket money shortage (when theirs is already more than mine, 80 a week for every expense) when there are people who dont even have pocket money. and also kids (even my age) whining about wanting to get the new PSP, or the new 3G nokia handphone.
to top it off with the icing, some kids take money for granted. (it seems like im repeating myself, but im not.) how say?they take school for granted for example. it costs 400 bucks on average to take the GCE examinations. and yet people do not at least try their best for the own sake to get satisfactory results. not forgetting kids shopping at LV and coach, and whatever posh brands. also the very big "fad" about "working part time for money". wait till those same kids whine about how hard a working life is.
even i am guilty of some of the above misdeeds kids these days have committed. so, what right do we deserve, to take part in such "anti-poverty' campaigns, when we ourselves cant even obliberate such a trend of extreme impoverishment. to the point someone has to die in a horrible and undeserving way for his family to get rich. (hey, even my own pops need more than 10 years to get an income that is that much of their condolence money)
we are our own savior, and we are the most important person(s) to ourselves. we must take care of ourselves well, before going on to give love to those who really deserve it.
happy deepavali to the hindus. and selamat hari raya puasa to the muslims. i just said that to the macdelivery guy. (ok fine im lazy to buy food) and he has a sore throat. too much fries maybe. may he bless himself.
it sucks when you are distrusted. goodnight brothers and sisters.
i felt exactly the same way as i did, when that stupid man decides to shout out to me "you will FAIL your a levels!!!" what to do, when people who are supposed to be the closest, keep sending you pragmatic, but very discouraging statements.
its very "nostalgic" to see everyone posting photos of their DEAR friends taken on farewell assembly day. and me not appearing on almost all the photos. to those photos that im in, they might never be published, as some physics teacher took them, perhaps only for his own photo appreciation and camera-testing. and for hell's sake! i didnt even take any photos of my own.
fancy posting blasphemy on a FUN!!! blog. how about email or IM girl. heard of em?
wow murderous intentions. looks like someone got impatient as blogger.com went into maintainence.
alright lets quote from our "favourite" religion, leviathan (hope i spelled it right) satanism. (note this is different from the devil-worshipping one that pop-culture has force-fed into us)
"Do unto others as they do unto you"
Do not give opinions or advice unless you are asked.
Do not tell your troubles to others unless you are sure they want to hear them.
Do not complain about anything to which you need not subject yourself.
Do not harm little children.
Satan represents undefiled wisdom instead of hypocritical self-deceit!
Satan represents kindness to those who deserve it, instead of love wasted on ingrates!
ponder over it. even if you do not sing the same tune as the religion, realise the values behind the sayings. enough said. i do not want to speak about this further. i have more meaningful affairs, like stealing brains and looting notes. as well as studying for A levels.
(and im sure many others will do even worse if someone were to indiscriminately flame his/her girl/guy. wouldnt you? ) <--- inspired by a schoolmate.
As I walk through the blackened forest Thoughts of hate and anger fill my soul The charred remains of the holy rollers Scream repentance though it's far too late
I fight back the laughter at what I see The suffering healers false destined prophecy
He didn't think yesterday of the end of his life The brainwashed fools born again of a thousand lies
Hate filled screams break the silence Terrifying dreams filling up your head Blasphemy thrusting out, in the masses it reigns The mask of hypocrisy is slowly unveiled
Fear the angels holocaust, they're screaming Dreams of pain forever entering your head Death and hatred loathing, on mankind it feeds Earth is dead and gone now, we've brought it to an end
For the last time I've been betrayed Never again will I subject myself to this hypocrisy Something is drawing me to the other side Only time will tell my true destiny
~~
As I travel through the astral plains I see the break ahead as though the sky has burst in flames before the storm I dread lightning breaks across the sky blackish blue at night riders ride on dismal clouds I scream at heavens light
Storming demons travel through the night the time is almost here I lay in a jacket of steel my scream no one hears
I can feel the storm approaching the pain is its' reality the death I breathe is in the air I feel no more, no longer care
The trumpets sound as I break free this vision I see just can't be me what is this that I have done why am I the chosen one
Fight on, grab on stormrider stormrider
Now the rider rides through the night the time is almost here as I lay wrapped in steel my scream no one hears
Help me, through this hell inside my life's my own, it's my pride carry on my solid dream save me from this horrid scream
To Lin Keru of MJC. (i shall not name the class as it is a shame to have such characters in the class)
thanks to your own stupidity i have received a copy of the message that you sent to another girl, of which i deem is unrelated to this issue, as she is just a recipient. i do not feel that you have the right to comment about the relationships of others, especially one, when you are not, and in no position to be in a relationship yourself thanks to your vile and hideous looks and character, two, especially in a negative way. i totally do not appreciate this act made by you, and i hereby warn you to keep your hideous mouth sealed towards this issue. if not, i shall promise some damage in some form made directly to you, and only you.
also, please update your flaming gossips towards others. the smell thing is sooo 2nd century, and having grown past my puberty stage, it is long gone.
this warning also goes out to anyone who harbors similar intents of malice.
dear diary, i have not been patronizing you these days. do not feel forsaken, for we all already are.
things seriously look very bleak. to what was termed simple, i actually have doubts about a certain school's maths prelim paper. for what have i gained in wisdom, i lost it all in the realms of aquila.
and screw it i made it into commandos. this is one lucky admission that im not really desiring. what do you guys think? should i wiggle my way out of this? or face it like some man ah.
suddenly i feel a sense of failure-ism (is there even such a word.) gush onto me. like a quick rush of euphoria, its something seemingly enjoyable to bask in "admiration" from "friends". but we all know, deep within us, fallacies aplenty.
i have failed very badly for prelims. so far. havent got a E at least for anything. my improvements were so small, you wouldnt even miss a frame of animation when it walked past the tv.
then again, through this much needed failure, i have found out my weaknesses. now, is the only time, and is the time my prowess will prevail. i came here instead of VJ (bloody hell would i even have gotten in there?) and i will make the most of it.
this is one final strike. and happy children's day people.
Naheuy
Hana Fishy <3
Samick Guitar
Victorian
[Nil Sine Labore]
Meridian [Mugger]
HANA THE HERMIT
Wants
Class 3 Licence
Honda Jazz/Fit
Maybe a Nissan GTR =x
Or a EvoX will do too =p
Sony Bravia HDTV
Xbox 360
To pick up guitar skills again
To build up a noob investment portfolio
Double degree!
