These people are running off at the mouth Tryin to convince me that I'm running on empty Tryin to convince themselves that the record with Jay was a fluke That the record that I'm makin is a mistake and I cant take this Lemme tell you where I'm at with this You bastards are gonna have to take back that shit I'm not plastic and fake When I make tracks I take facts and lay them out for the masses You assholes are gonna see soon that I'm not playin Start askin me the names that I'm not sayin But I'm tryin to be bigger than the bickerin bigger than the petty name callin under the breath talkin rumors and labels and categorization I'm like a struggling doctor, No patients But you can say what you want about me keep talkin while I'm walkin away
You can say what you have to say cuz my mind's made up anyway I'm taking the high road going above you this is the last time that I'm gonna trust you You can say what you have to say cuz my mind's made up anyway all that bullshit you talk might work a lot but it's not gonna work today
You people are running off at the mouth Tryin to make me take myself off safety Tryin to make my friends turn their backs on the team we built buildin up some mistaken information and I cant take this lemme spell it out plain for you angry groups complain about the things we do im not changing direction, I'm stepping my game up Maintainin my name, the same way I came up You're gonna see that I'm not playin start asking the names that I'm not sayin but im tryin not to mention the names of people who wanna sight and attention You like the hype but pretendin you're part of the picture wont pass You're like a high school dropout, no class You can say what you want about me keep talkin while i'm walkin away bitch
You can say what you have to say cuz my mind's made up anyway I'm taking the high road going above you this is the last time that I'm gonna trust you You can say what you have to say cuz my mind's made up anyway all that bullshit you talk might work a lot but it's not gonna work today
Why does it always have to be Somebody's always watching me All I really need is some room to breathe Is anybody out there listening? Cuz I cant stand to keep this in All I really want, I'll say it again
You can say what you have to say cuz my mind's made up anyway I'm taking the high road going above you this is the last time that I'm gonna trust you You can say what you have to say cuz my mind's made up anyway all that bullshit you talk might work a lot but it's not gonna work today
and yet another weekend comes to a close. the only productive thing ive did was to clean up my room a wee bit, although it still looks like a trash pit bleah. not to mention all the sleep ive been getting. not that its a bad thing though.
life's kinda blank for me right now actually. journeys across singapore in 80mins are the highlights of the day. so is unhealthy chicken burgers and catching the 5pm bus to cck.
well, why do service personnel get paid so little when their cost of living is so vastly greater than a combatant? sure about the risk pay part. heres a little lowdown on a service personnel like me, who gets posted unfairly to camps that require alot of travelling.
hybrid concession pass : 111 weekday meals (average 5~7 bucks a day inclusive of breakfast and dinner): 5~7 x 20 =100~140 music lessons(projected) : 80 driving lessons (expected 100 a month?): 100 subtotal:391~431 pay(pte): 399.20 amount left: -31.8~8.20
ah well, they say NS is a good time to save up for uni. i think otherwise. as a friend commented, why am i so money-minded? well, arent all NSFs? welcome to si**ga***, the city of dire possiblities. including the possibility of getting stripped hungry. ~~~ ok enough of money matters. i have better things to invest my mind in. luckily for me i have a supportive parent. now for the supportive girlfriend =/ my topics are so limited man. ~ hmm, heard from aaron that some officer died during AHM. oh wtf man, too many runners die these days.
ADVERT: selling a RX-15 Randall Electric guitar amplifier for 100 smackers, really good small amp for practice. tag me if youre interested.
yet no one to let it out to, only to myself, and maybe tiggy. or my marginally-screwed up electric guitar. while it replies with comfort in forms of legatos and power chords. is this the way of anton lavey?
well people go to hell for 2 kinds of fate. one is for eternal suffering, one is for eternal pleasure. certainly, some people who decide to badmouth me when im down at my weakest, will be the former.
heres something i remember checking out when i was peeing in the toilet in base at _____ camp. LOL macham some li ____ __ style of typing letters.
"first rate intelligence judged by the ability to hold views of both sides of the argument and still be able to function with maximum efficiency" or something like that. its not that i go pee in base everyday. not that i want to.
I WANT TO GO BACK TO ______ CAMP! FOR HONOR AND GLORY!
Repeatedly as always, I only caused you grief as always I must have even hurt you too. I remain unable to move Why does your touch pain me so?
Surely it's because I was afraid of repeating history and losing you
We wiped away unforgettable days by nestling close together You held my hand without any questions
Along with the painful things - almost to the point of forgetting - I'm thinking of you The more I count the nights on which we don't meet, Anxiety grows in my chest Collecting different types of loneliness; please don't cry alone No matter how far apart we are, let's go on believing in each other
I want to remain smiling like this somehow Without hurting you Those emotions that had faded away with time, I don't want to feel them again
Even if your feelings grow distant tomorrow Surely my love will remain unchanged Even I pass from your heart tomorrow Surely my love will remain unchanged Please have eyes only for me Please don't let go of my hand I will walk together, the future not promised It keeps walking together, to future in which you are …
"Metal confronts what we rather ignore, it celebrates what we often deny, it indulges in what we fear most, and that's why metal will always be a culture of outsiders"
things have happened so fast these few days that i simply do not know where to start blogging about.
well caught in the middle between my own integrity and honor, and well, love, something bad happened. shall not really talk so much about it. people deserve to leave in respect, less though in a very messy and undesirable manner.
i (finally) caught transformers on Monday at tiong bahru. like wtf man while everyone is moving on with their lives, i am stuck at this old chapter. like, as usual together with all my other aspects of life.
even though its supposed to be a take on a very old school classic cartoon series, somehow it strikes a bell in me, like as though i have the very same thoughts as them. like, "Freedom is the right of all sentient beings." ok thats nonsense. then again, fighting for what you believe in is worth the fight itself already, even if it means losing all that you have. thats what im gonna do right now.
harry potter didnt stop at 1 storybook. neither should i. and well i despise cowards who decide to backstab me when given the chance.
3sg cheong. sounds nice huh. LOL. update: will not be a 3sg already. thanks to the fact that im not field deployable. cpl cheong it shall be. zzz.
Talk to me softly There's something in your eyes Don't hang your head in sorrow And please dont cry I know how you feel inside I've I've been there before Somethin's changin' inside you And don't you know
Don't you cry tonight I still love you baby Don't you cry tonight Don't you cry tonight There's a heaven above you baby And don't you cry tonight
Give me a whisper And give me a sigh Give me a kiss before you tell me goodbye Don't you take it so hard now And please don't take it so bad I'll still be thinkin' of you And the times we had...baby
And don't you cry tonight Don't you cry tonight Don't you cry tonight There's a heaven above you baby And don't you cry tonight
And please remember that I never lied And please remember how I felt inside now honey You gotta make it your own way But you'll be alright now sugar You'll feel better tomorrow Come the morning light now baby
And don't you cry tonight An don't you cry tonight An don't you cry tonight There's a heaven above you baby And don't you cry Don't you ever cry Don't you cry tonight Baby maybe someday Don't you cry Don't you ever cry Don't you cry Tonight
i just finished watched NDP07 not too long ago and i must say, organisers made a pretty good job applying water elements into the whole show. but what a pity, no more roaring afterburners, sonic booms, and bright and loud displays of fireworks can be seen anymore from my house. never again. thats cause they moved business from the stadium to marina bay.
but the cameras were pretty mixed up for a few moments, which includes fireworks segment, and the 3d segment. i cant see any damn action other than some fat chick who keeps adjusting her underwear and a bunch of children waving happily for the camera. not that i have anything against them.
watching fireworks on tv was good enough though. touchwood, but if i get involved in next year's ndp, its gonna be good =]
Freedom the naked power Weakened by the ages Raped but not forgotten All its supple secrets Gods and liberations Those that try to use it Are those that try to sheath it Wide awake
[Chorus] Yes I am the American Man Yes I am the American Man Yes I am the American Man Yes I am the American Man
Free men Haunted by the music Ghosts of generations Beat the drums for freedom Those who toiled and suffered Now those they try to smother Wide awake
[Chorus]
Where to begin Bred to win Where do I go The soul worn off my skin So I cut out the hole In my soul I know is you So are we ready Ready to lose I know I feel, feel, feel Inside the walls Inside the walls The iron walls protect the souls Of my old boots
well thanks to a certain someone in btt26 who caused a whole upset on everyone's posting orders just because he wanted to go somewhere all for himself, i ended up, in my now-senior's words,
HELL.
in other words, its also known as sungei gedong.
and no its not you aaron.
so hence, from honor and glory, i become swift and decisive.
Naheuy
Hana Fishy <3
Samick Guitar
Victorian
[Nil Sine Labore]
Meridian [Mugger]
HANA THE HERMIT
Wants
Class 3 Licence
Honda Jazz/Fit
Maybe a Nissan GTR =x
Or a EvoX will do too =p
Sony Bravia HDTV
Xbox 360
To pick up guitar skills again
To build up a noob investment portfolio
Double degree!
