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Monday, November 24, 2008

1. ...Of Silence

It truly makes the most beautiful music
Everything it has to give
It's everywhere hiding the listener
Without it I could not live
...Silence

however that, i didnt get any tonight.
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2. i was watching bleach (finally, i started) and right at episode three (3), ichigo said something about 'why older brothers were born first'. that is, 'to protect the younger ones that come after him'
but i start to think that sometimes, are they worth protecting?

very typical army poster sign (minus the 03x extra to offender part). the base level of instilling a sense of discipline, that is through visual stimulus. but well, some people just have too much ego to admit even to themselves that they're guilty of the above-mentioned.

it wasnt even directed at that person, yet guilty conscience kicks in to ring alarm bells inside. and hence it ruined that beautiful stanza of words on top. there was a totally different meaning as to what was this meant for. in the end, i was the bad guy.

it doesnt help with a higher authority playing the emotional card whenever things go against favour. like hello? im already 20 years old, and reach 21 not long soon. im SUPPOSED to be a man already, if not, a very mature boy. although i hated my life back at the workshop there were some things i had learnt well. one of those things is to take action and make a change.

it doesnt help with a fucked up father who acts like a leech when in the house. letters piling up from 2007 can still be found. a mum that has a mindset that piling and re-stacking things up equates to 'cleaning up'. a sister who studies on the dining table. i had to eat at my study table because the dining table was 'conquered' and i was asked to "cc pls" LOL and whats more i get scolded if i dirty her paperwork on the dining table. like, what are they doing there in the first place?

and you say i dont do the chores. do i get appreciated when i do them?
the effects dont even last 24 hours.

...and i didnt even get a single thanks for looking after the house for these 3 days...

Grrrr...9:23 PM

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Sunday, November 16, 2008

[Tony Kakko]

I'm home again, I won the war, and now I am behind
your door. I tried so hard to obey the law, and see the
meaning of this all. Remember me? Before the war.
I'm the man who lived next door. Long ago...

As you can see, when you look at me, I'm pieces of
what I used to be. It's easier when you don't see me
standing on my own two feet. I'm taller when I sit
here still, you ask are all my dreams fulfilled.
They made me a heart of steel, the kind them bullets
cannot see, yeah.

Nothing's what it seems to be,
I'm a replica, I'm a replica
Empty shell inside of me
I'm not myself, I'm a replica of me...

The light is green, my slate is clean, new life to fill
the hole in me. I had no name, last December, Christmas
Eve I can't remember. I was in a constant pain, I saw
your shadow in the rain. I painted all your pigeons red,
I wish I had stayed home instead, yeah.

Nothing's what it seems to be,
I'm a replica, I'm a replica
Empty shell inside of me
I'm not myself, I'm a replica of me...

Are you gonna leave me now, when it is all over
Are you gonna leave me, is my world now over...

Raising from the place I've been, and trying to keep
my home base clean. Now I'm here and won't go back believe.

I fall asleep and dream a dream, I'm floating in a
silent scream. No-one placing blame on me
But nothing's what it seems to be, yeah.

Nothing's what it seems to be,
I'm a replica, I'm a replica
Empty shell inside of me
I'm not myself, I'm a replica of me...

Grrrr...3:06 AM

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Wednesday, November 12, 2008

well if i dont blog about this tonight i probably will regret my entire life.

today..... is the 11th of November, 2008.
22mths has passed. ever since the counter below started from 561 days...

ORD LOH!!!!!

its been a long way, from being a commando recruit... to a dropout (oops)... then to becoming a technician. different lives, but we live on for still the same purpose. defending the nation is besides the point, cause thats a duty.

but the issue here is...

ORD LOH!!!!!

was met with a stumbling block when cheehui and myself, both commando lobsters, wanted to get our final clearance. but thanks to our OC, who was taking a tactical break from conference (oops oops), decisively settled it for us. and we were on our way to see our lovely beautiful pinkie. but still the most beautiful one is delia hehe. =p

met her shortly after meeting miss pinkie. went to eat at some ulu ice cream store called island creamery. very shiok, but i got cheated cause the whole damn building didnt have a single atm. i had to resort to digging out from gama-chan =[

see how he's suffering from hunger! quick everyone, feed him!

the first time pinkie meets greenie. lol.

visited gourmet east and shimei east kitchen with delia, ghaz, mad, and weiying. crap, even though i saw so many pengkang stalls on tv in that 省钱王 show on channel 8, i didnt see ANY AT ALL. i had to poke my nose into an office to finally find one overpriced catering company. oh well.

spent the late afternoon at kallang leisure. took a few photos of course. and delia got spurred on to learn driving!

nice manicure!

my new ride! for 4.5days at least. mitsubishi colt! i seem to become a mitsu fan already. haha. this model is good. 300km with only half tank. and it costs only 50 bucks to fill up >3/4 tank.

finally, i want to say...

ORD LOH!!!!!!

Grrrr...12:50 AM

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