its kinda sad, when youre almost 50, riddled with debt, and the only people that bother helping you with your pathetic life, is the family that you forsaken for the dreams of another.
and to think a SH billing staff had to have a billing dispute with M1. LOL. kinda dumb though.
next up: birthday pics! thanks all for coming and as well as the pretty pretty gifts! includes stress relief tools, cars and kinky jackets.
Because we need each other We believe in one another And I know we're going to uncover What's sleepin' in our soul Because we need each other We believe in one another I know we're going to uncover What's sleepin' in our soul What's sleepin' in our soul
Mother watch your children The iron fist of fear is ruling our lives It's not too late to change the course We can make this world a better place to be in
How much more do we want until we're satisfied? What happens when we have what we want? Acquiring more, still there's never enough We forget those who really are in need
The end is near, so they say Selling peace with guns
Infinity - Where do we go from here? Infinity - Where do we go from here? Infinity - Where do we go? Infinity - Where do we go from here?
Guns spitting message of peace everywhere Is it really that we don't care? See mercenaries of fear selling love Telling salvation comes from above Arrogance and fear walking hand in hand We must see that there's much more to life than this
Mother see your children Make us understand and help us to find the way The answers lie inside They are locked inside to the vault of truth for us It's time to spread the world around Be yourself and do what you want to do with your life Remember, you get just what you give You reap all what you sow You are in charge of your own life
Infinity - Where do we go from here? Infinity - Where do we go from here? Infinity - Where do we go? Infinity - Where do we go from here?
You make your own way As long as you are here Find your place in life Make your dreams come true There's so much more than this A million ways to live Unlock the door To the universe with love Free your soul
in a flash im almost employed for almost 4mths. a few of my colleagues have left to search for a greener future, hopefully not until their face turns green. as what wayne puts it, its all for the money.. and to what my customer told me, when one gets down on the roll, everything goes. and suddenly im hit with a series of syndromes that will rarely occur, if not at all. then again the biggest irony is that the most lucky thing i ever met with is to live the life im able to live now. just read a book "the book for the lazy achiever" and a good concept of the book to ponder on is "how do you define success"? for some it involves putting up a family and sending your kids thru college, others label it accordingly to the amount of liquid assets on their fingers. i have heard from a friend that success to him is to remark that he 'dig that' with the maximum possible number of ladies. whether was he joking or not, i wish him all the best. haha.
for me? the big self-proclaimed egoistical slacker that i am, success is still not an issue to me as of this point in my life. Why worry? we can fail to succeed, and succeed to fail. right now the more important thing of my life is not only to recover from the "investment crisis" resulting in heavy bleeding, so that i do not end up in a big financial mess in the long run. and of course to be with my loved ones in this trying period, though sometimes my silence may put them off as disconcern. =[
and so here i am typing in my favorite branded coffee chain for the sake of aircon, and good ambience to study listening to richard marx, sting and bryan adams and drinking my WCD ice blended, while my love adorably fumbles thru her notes for the upcoming test. it seems like one of the few things i can do for her especially when i dont know anything about Correction of Correlations and Portfolio Theories. am i still suitable for management?
and damn that weather's fucked.
in any case, birthday chalet's coming in march 28, anybody is welcome but do RSVP to me. i need to prepare for your arrival =] mail me at naheuy at gee-mail dort com or text me at nine 7 nine 7 one 1 zero 3. =]
You borrow the moment, betray your own heavens The darkness is thickening, breathing gets harder The balance is off, some take more than give back, the attitude, ignorance, proved to be fatal
for that tiny spark that led our way you poisoned the air, should you stay away, hence Wish to be one of us, follow the trail Take the time offered, don't toss it away
travesty, no trial, defendant is guilty and we are the judges and sentence the jury to pay for forgiveness with silent contentment Stand in the line with the rest of us
We cannot carry you further today hear what you don't say, thus help... in any way Need you to learn how to cry without darkness Face like the others the pain that is harmless
Feel the world has let you down somehow, we cannot see this Have to bear the winterburn You can only wait, if it will fade with time
Secrecy, silence, a stench of treason the glow of the darkness, you brought in the daylight The cure will not kill you, there's no such mercy. rules of the nature are fair and cruel...
we cannot wait for you, for limbo, forever don't make us walk away, packs stay together Fear would be justified. Will be there soon. The things that you do will infect us too
Feel the world has let you down somehow, we cannot see this Have to bear the winterburn You can only wait, if it will fade with time
Where's your trust, where's your heart, where's your soul? Who's your friend? Who'll be there in the end?
Who do you call a friend... should we start to bewail?
a lot of things are changing and re-arranging I have to say I saw it coming yet did nothing... In the darkest of times B.o.B's earn the right for the name
Not all shared the idea to give you the chance to fail us again, to bite off the feeding hand...
counting one, two...see? odds defying the gravity...
we'll move along, well fed puppy... you are too confident and careless to cut it had no rules, that is to change or you'll forever run alone
but you never will, the little child of the wild you've got a skin, gray coat, they hate no, you cannot hide behind your glowing eyes you bear the sign and it won't fade
Feel the world has let you down somehow, we cannot see this Have to bear the winterburn You can only wait if it will fade with time
Naheuy
Hana Fishy <3
Samick Guitar
Victorian
[Nil Sine Labore]
Meridian [Mugger]
HANA THE HERMIT
Wants
Class 3 Licence
Honda Jazz/Fit
Maybe a Nissan GTR =x
Or a EvoX will do too =p
Sony Bravia HDTV
Xbox 360
To pick up guitar skills again
To build up a noob investment portfolio
Double degree!