"yue han, why arent you improving? you see even m*** h** is improving so much. why are you still like that? always never put in effort to give strength."
somehow, my coach is right. i do not have power. i do not have the will to do well. or do i? watching naruto has somehow flashed a signal that strength comes from pure guts, not calcualtions or cheap talk. as much as naruto having the whole world to back him up, i dont. and while naruto did it in making people acknowledge his power, i think i only have 1 person who ever did acknowledge me. you and i should know.
ah, 2 weeks and im still not done with maths as ive planned out. too much rest? perhaps its much needed? or much wanted? my new desktop somehow only complicates things other than the fact that it can give me non-stop metal from helloween to dimmu borgir.
speaking of metal music, wilfred quoted "an interview of teens around America, regarding the appeal of heavy metal. Apparently, the survey results say that majority of teens like how the music sounds, without really paying much attention to what the lyrics say."
true somehow, given that the socially accepted image of metal being necrophilic and hateful. however not all the time. bands like helloween and iced earth have rather soppy lyrics fitted into angst sounding double pedals and bass-guitar shredding. theres also fantasy based lyrics, like dragonforce, rhapsody, and ManOwar. last but not least, the earlier-mentioned death-based lyrics, like cannibal corpse and cradle of filth. ~~~~
ah well enough of music. the first part of the post is done 3 days ago. now, some konfidence, not kondifence, gained back. thanks to you-know-who. =]
ah, the wonder of girl politics. the recent news of the doctor-hopeful chum who got lured into "3P sex" and some drug session? and then he got caught by undercovers and his family got hit quite badly both financially and psychologically?
its happening to me. and i detest cowards who do that just in order to get back/ have fun/ whatever else at my expense. lock your blogs, shut your browsers, so that i cannot do some espionage. run away, for all that is worth of your minion fates.
gosh, this might turn out to be another tammy. haha. at least no videos. to think i had told myself to remain my trust in you. but time and time again, you have shown me your true cheap and lowdown face. and i wonder who hacked hanamotochi . only 2 people knew my password. friendship goes down the drain. without regaining HP.
i have found a new place to mug. i shall not disclose, for it is my sanctuary. metamorphosis has begun, and you cannot stop it. hail me as the new master, for all that is worth.
and i found out that many are actually fascinated by my partner, and news is spreading faster than tammy or nose-picking videos. wow. i thought i didnt exist. damn my cover is blown. i must hide now.
Naheuy
Hana Fishy <3
Samick Guitar
Victorian
[Nil Sine Labore]
Meridian [Mugger]
HANA THE HERMIT
Wants
Class 3 Licence
Honda Jazz/Fit
Maybe a Nissan GTR =x
Or a EvoX will do too =p
Sony Bravia HDTV
Xbox 360
To pick up guitar skills again
To build up a noob investment portfolio
Double degree!
