(taken from some chain mail about horoscopes) He is as romantic as > any other Zodiac. He could look gentle, but inside he is as strong as steel. > Once he determine to do something, he is serious about doing it well. He > will keep any pressure or insult deep down inside without showing emotion.
right. not showing emotion.
true enough even warriors buckle under pressure. how can one not be crushed when you have a parent(s), teachers, even VP(s) breathing down your ear saying the same thing again and again: must keep studying, no time for this that this that... the thing is, the way im being pushed i wont have time for anything. the physics test i took today on Current of Electricity and Capacitance. as much as i catch concepts fast, i cant catch a single ball on how to do the questions. and to think they are mainly conceptual. see what i mean? ah never mind. "emotionless"
today could be one of the worst days to buckle: right when i was sending her home. not only i didnt end up sending her to her doorstep, i became a big sulk along the way. other than clyy and tch s' directly encouraging moments, the rest are either plain naggy (hence inhibiting me) or just simply marking me down for my temporary inability. TEMPORARY.
i actually wept along the way home. that kid next to me probably thought i was listening to hello kitty music rather than helloween. when was the last time i cried? probably sec3. and it was over a girl. how pathetic. i always do that, as well as other things, at the wrong times.
now im a man of steel. i will not succumb to bastards like you again.
Naheuy
Hana Fishy <3
Samick Guitar
Victorian
[Nil Sine Labore]
Meridian [Mugger]
HANA THE HERMIT
Wants
Class 3 Licence
Honda Jazz/Fit
Maybe a Nissan GTR =x
Or a EvoX will do too =p
Sony Bravia HDTV
Xbox 360
To pick up guitar skills again
To build up a noob investment portfolio
Double degree!
