amongst all the facades that we have put up for ourselves, i realised its backfiring on those very people. someone actually said to me, "go to the other side la. you got take manikin meh?" when his instructions at first was "those that are taking obstacle events go over to the other pool" the thing is, i dont take neither for some reason. ok fine im not so good with the orange unfriendly plastic, but obstacle? from what i see the newbies do it, EVEN i am confident of doing better. i still beat that WWW dude last year man. better than none. then again, he still stared at me as if i was a nemesis.
then soon after, SHE came to brag to me, "i can swim faster than you la talk so much." fine. you have always been unable to match up to your speed since the days i was a daniel disciple. but get this straight. you're not fast. im slow. (on a sidetrack, i gained 4kg out of nowhere. what the fuck?)
im not getting the respect i rightfully deserve. not that its alot i admit, but no you're all being selfish fuckers and not sharing respect. i detest that. so will you one day.
so long, MJCLST. may we never meet after the stupid competition where not everyone gets opportunities. ok fine except for that classmate of mine. (names are not mentioned here.) ~~~
i got back chemistry today. i can tell you that im leagues and leagues behind my girl. its like the boston red sox against some ulu ulu town cub baseball league. this will not do. reminder to self: fuck the timetable and its long unreasonable days. you will put in most of the time that are newly bestowed upon me when that man leaves my world.
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today must be one of the most "evan-ful" days of all my days. i was bringing her home and was walking at the passageway from the mrt station to the bus interchange at pasir ris. then a certain young dude (looks probably even younger than me) and some girl with him came to talk to me about GOD and his beloved values. then he proceeded to giving me his testimony of sorts of whatever was that, when i already answered his question of my religion that im a buddhist. so my girl then gave me a hand by saying that we are in a rush home. then that guy said that they are having some bbq at some condo so that they can further discuss GOD with me. and asked me for my number as if i was obliged to give it to them. so i gave him a FAKE number. and went off. pure evil.
after we left it was only when bell said "eh? why isnt he in school?" that i realised it. you want to spread christianity when you're not even having a decent lifestyle of education, instead spending your days after values that wont get you food alone? not that i say religious values are bad. but harping about them and hanging them at your mouth alone, just like that dude, wont get you to survive. unless of course hes living off some church. or some poor parents of his.
bottomline. no more evangelising me. i hereby reject all such efforts to make someone dispose of his current spiritual faiths, just to follow you. to those people who are giving non-followers a hard time: stop it. yes the bible said something about propogating the faith or something along that train or thought. but that doesnt mean you go around making a nusaince out of yourself. enough said.
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Honda Jazz/Fit
Maybe a Nissan GTR =x
Or a EvoX will do too =p
Sony Bravia HDTV
Xbox 360
To pick up guitar skills again
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Double degree!