when i came home today, i felt a pang of guilt soon after i stepped in.
mum was half-hobbling towards to fridge, and got herself a couple of panadols to pop. i asked her, 'you sick ah?'
'ya lor, i have to go work now' was her reply.
it was like, suddenly i felt like the most evil person on Earth (like im not already a demon to some people =/) mum is sick yet she has to slog out late into the night for me to get that nice shirt off the new arrivals shelf? or that latest graphics accelerator or try out that fancy restaurant? all in the expense of her health. ohmygawd, im being such a big fucker.
i gave it a little thought into the future. kids these days are already losing their sense of value for money. comparing who has the most expensive obiang sling bag (sidenote, i still have to thank meibao for my barney rustle) or who else the most heels. its not even their own dough. also also, i have to thank the fact that i worked before i came into the army, so i know what it feels like to actually work for your own cash. (then again, the army makes it worse doesnt it) so anyway back to the point, i wont expect much difference thanks to the influence of pop culture. as they say in chinese, 衣来伸手，饭来张口. you wont feel the financial and emotional strain if youre not contributing for the well-being of others.
so after that heart-wrenching moment, i shall find a way to survive with just 437.50. and hopefully, SOMEONE PLEASE LET ME TUTOR THEM. PLS? LOL.
the point is, next time you want to spend the money that isnt yours, please think about how the person would feel when he/she just wants to earn that extra few bucks to give you some short-lived enjoyment, and more critically,YOU NOT APPRECIATING IT. nuff said.
Naheuy
Hana Fishy <3
Samick Guitar
Victorian
[Nil Sine Labore]
Meridian [Mugger]
HANA THE HERMIT
Wants
Class 3 Licence
Honda Jazz/Fit
Maybe a Nissan GTR =x
Or a EvoX will do too =p
Sony Bravia HDTV
Xbox 360
To pick up guitar skills again
To build up a noob investment portfolio
Double degree!
