today's the 2nd day since mum entered SGH early on wednesday morning for her scheduled operation.. and with totally NO help around the house, its quite tiring trying to make sure everything's orderly... though nothing is right now.
now that i kind of cleared myself of having any trace of autism in me, looking back i wonder why have i displayed such behavior that led me to think i was.
from a series of events and decisions yesterday, peppered with some from the more distant past, i have thought, is there a 'model answer' to everything?
somehow humans think theres a sure-fire way to do everything, like how to get 6 points for O levels, how to complete a video game, how to date a girl, how to make her reach an orgasm, how to play music properly, blah blah the list goes on and on.
kinda set thinking by phrases said by alot of people, like 'do get this, you MUST do this this that that...' and the likes.
but what if we dont have that "MUST"? then have we become 'have-nots'? is there only space for one method, one way-of-life, and one perspective in reality?
model answers are only there because people said so. take the tshirt for example. it was usually worn as an innershirt for people like the old'school soldiers from the US-A. as they have the habit of wearing it out just like that during recreation, some catch on to the trend saying that its cool and now, we have tshirts as main tops. if they were wearing quilts out, we would all be scottish by now.
so i have come to realised that we all have our own model answers to whatever we think or do. alot of successful individuals everywhere have their own ways of doing what they do, just that we merely copied onto their methods and called it 'the model answer.' ~~ A tout le monde (To everybody) A tout mes amis (To all my friends) Je vous aime (I love you) Je dois partir (I must leave) These are the last words I'll ever speak And they'll set me free
Naheuy
Hana Fishy <3
Samick Guitar
Victorian
[Nil Sine Labore]
Meridian [Mugger]
HANA THE HERMIT
Wants
Class 3 Licence
Honda Jazz/Fit
Maybe a Nissan GTR =x
Or a EvoX will do too =p
Sony Bravia HDTV
Xbox 360
To pick up guitar skills again
To build up a noob investment portfolio
Double degree!
A tout le monde (To everybody)
